I am counting down, 10days to end of my misery:1dec...... surprisingly, i've been reeeaaallly productive while studying for tax. I've been keeping to my crazy schedule, which also meant crazy sleeping hours (like now at 7am)

I miss having photos on my blog because I feel that a picture tells a thousand/million words. I dont like to have to feel as if i need to fill up this space with words. photos do justice to everything. I shall start when exams end, but then again, I'll stop when school starts -.- I hate this crazy cycle of uni life where you get caught up in this insane race for the best results to hit your cap gpa. everyone is competing against everyone and I hate the way some ppl resort to doing things to me just to get what they want in their academic progression. my gpa is unbelievable low and I regret not doing my best for my first sem, which pulled me down ALOT. but even then, it's against my morals and better judgement to betray another/let another friend down. I'm always amazed at how some ppl can handle that guilt of knowing they've done smth bad but still pretend everything is alright.

Did I mention I'm registering my marriage with z in 3yrs time, or rather when I graduate from uni? This might sound crazy, but I'm so excited at the thought of staying tog with z everyday. I'll be able to wake up to see his beautiful face every afternoon(not morning because I never wake up in the morning) and I'll be able to enjoy making brunch tog with him and just spend the rest of our lives like that. I'll also be pushing him from time to time while he's sleeping to get him into his non-snoring position. We even planned what our apartment would be like next time, down to each room (I made z research for furniture alr!) and we'd also get a dog just like obese :) we can also invite our respective friends over etc and we'll cook up a storm! I just can't wait haha omg, I sound crazy. I guess I just can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him :)